I am fucken done with trying to be your sister. You wanna go out and say you hate me and talk your shit then so be it. I have supported you, stuck up for you, and been there for you so fuck your shit. You care for nobody but yourself and now that thing you call a girlfriend. You are a shitty brother, uncle, son, and friend. I wonder how long it is going to take for you to realize that all your friends are slowly drifting from you or that some of them already dropped you. Once you and Felice break up (which I guarantee will happen) you will notice that those closest to you are now gone. I can’t wait until you guys break up and you realize that you are left with nothing but yourself. I can’t to see you try and crawl back to all of us to just have us give you the middle finger and move on with our lives. You have lost all respects from me and I’m damn sure from some of your friends too.
You can spend hundreds on yourself and your fucken girlfriend but when it comes to other people you are stingy af. You can’t even put out a couple bucks for your nieces and nephews who you claim to love. You can’t even spend time with them. Popping on movie is not consider as spending time with them. We take them out to the mall and all you cared about was shopping for yourself and your friend. You left them without even saying bye. You don’t spend birthdays or anything with them and whenever we make plans to go hang out with them you HAVE to invite Felice. Can you really not just spend quality time with your nieces and nephew? The sad part is that Vincent and Monkey spend more time with them than you do. The sadder part is that they ask to spend time with them and not you. And with all this, I’m the bad person for telling those kids that you don’t love them. You don’t show them that you give a shit about them so it’s better they know the truth now than later.
I have always had your back. When some guy started shit with you, I jumped in for you. What did you do when I jumped into fight YOUR battle? You stood there while that guy was trying to swing a fist at me. That wasn’t even my battle to fight, yet when a guy tried to hit me you just stood there and watched. When people talk shit on you, I’m always the first to defend you. I don’t care how many times you try to act hard and act like what they say doesn’t bother you cause I know it does. Whenever shit is about to go down, I always have your back and warn you. And what do I get for all the shit I do for you? I get a shit talking brother. If Vincent never told me, I would have never known that you “hate” me with a burning passion. I guess you really do learn something new everything. I thought you just thought I was annoy like any other normal brother and sister relationship but I guess you actually hate me.
I don’t know what has gotten into you ever since you and Felice got together. You are not the same person you were without her. Most people become better people once they are in relationships but it seems to go the other way with you. You are so caught up with her that you are literally losing yourself. You are with her like all the time. I don’t expect going out with you without going out with her. I can’t spend my weekend at home without expecting her over at this house. Even when mom was in hospital, you had to bring that bitch. Mom doesn’t even like her, she prays everyday for you guys to break up. She’s only putting up with Felice cause it’s unfair that she liked Darren and because Felice’s mom joined “Better Living”. No one that is mutual friends and family with me and you likes her. We just put up with her or act like we do so that it doesn’t hurt your feelings. You guys act like you’re so in love up but it’s really just an act. I don’t look at you guys and think to myself “damn they are so in love.” I look at you guys and think to myself “they are only together so that they don’t have to be alone.” You guys are just together to void the lonely feelings. I can tell by the way Felice looks at you that she doesn’t truly love you. Even on her good days, she doesn’t look like she loves you.
The biggest rant of them all. You act like you know so much about me and Darren when you don’t know jack shit. You know NOTHING about our relationship to sit there and judge us. You don’t know the shit we go through to say that your relationship is better than ours. Yeah you and Felice don’t fight, but at least mine and Darren’s relationship was real. When I say that I would do anything for him, I actually mean it. Damn straight me and Darren fight all the time, but it’s because we can actually be straight up with each other. We don’t hold back our feelings just to try and make our relationship “perfect”. As “perfect” as your relationship is, you guys don’t love and care for each other half as much as me and Darren. I would honestly do anything for that guy, but I don’t feel like you guys would do the same for each other. Just because me and Darren fight a lot, doesn’t mean that our relationship was shit. We’ve been through probably 7x more shit, good and bad than you guys. You try so hard to make her a part of your life, whereas that came naturally for me and Darren. We didn’t have to focus ourselves to become one. Even though me and Darren are broken up, I would still defend our relationship and him to the end. You wanna know why our loved ones liked Darren more than Felice? It’s because he tried to make my loved ones a part of his life. Unlike Felice he didn’t just keep to me and himself all the time. He interacted with those who I care about. He would cancel our date just to stay at home with the kids. He is always respectful and maintained a playful relationship with mom. Felice wouldn’t even go out of her way to say “hi” to mom. Darren was actually cool unlike Felice. You were always so jealous that people liked Darren more than Felice when it’s not his fault that his effort was rewarded.
BRO, take the hint I don’t want to talk to you. I’m not responding for a reason, and it’s not because I’m trying to play hard to get…You had the whole semester to talk to me in PERSON so why are you now constantly emailing me now? And if you’re trying to talk to me at least be interesting -_____- GOSH. I remember why I hate people…